Just writing this as a point of reference- I am new here, but I've already posted a bit and spent some time reading. You all seem to know each other well and I hope to one day be able to blend in quite as well

I'm in my mid-twenties, and I was diagnosed with BPD/Dissociate Identity Disorder in early high school. I was treated (successfully) but in the past two years I have had pretty bad episodes. I don't think I really have DID as bad as I did in high school, but I still do have dissociative moments and I fit the diagnosis of BPD to a T.
I've lost a loved one recently, I f*cked big time... Am probably on my way to losing another person close to me...
This board has been a lot of help already and I look forward to spending more time here. I am currently waiting to meet a T. for the first time, a new one, as I moved to a new city after high school - and I haven't been in therapy for 6-7 years now.
Hi !