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Hello from Western Canada

I was doing research on the pc and found this site....I guess one could say i was a BPD in denial...i said i suffered from PTSD....; and am a therapist...who has over the years work so well with BPD...hmmmm...wonder why?????????.............

I know we are good and cagy and smart...I hide from colleagues and therapists....but my partner has got my number...; after 4 yrs with him...I now know I am a borderline...

Am i in a toxic relationship.....dont know?....am i in total fear of being abandoned...oh yea....;

I am open to making new acquaintances...and I so want to be well...

I had a PTSD collapse...and have been on welbrutin for 2 months now...and have added 12.5mg of seroquel to aid my sleep....as i was plagued by night terrors....;

I have been doing a great deal of reading...and from past...i was heavy into S&M...hmmmmmm, i see that's a symptom of Borderline...

It feels good to write here....and for those who read this...tx

butterfly1 :thumbsup

Hi and welcome!