I was diagnosed having BPD back in November of 2006. However I had been through many T's and I would end up with a diagnosis of dysthmia or bipolar. I always knew something was wrong but I never could find out what. I was referred to another T closer to my hometown. I started acting out and SI and self medicating. I told him everything and how I was feeling. He replied to me that you have a condition known as BPD. I was in disbelief. I felt as if the other T's had let me down that they just wanted to get rid of me. But that was not the case. I have come to grips with my illness and accepted it. I am in treatment and I still struggle at times but I know that I am not alone that there is people out there like me. Thanks
