I think I've done my grieving and am moving along. I'm surprised at myself, and feel good. I found another more active board that satisfies me, so I don't have any expectations from BPDR anymore. I still feel sad about the lack of participants here, but I'm okay about it. I still check in every day and try to respond to posts. I still want to post about my problems and my achievements even though most of my "friends" from the past won't read about them. I came up with a compromise: go elsewhere, but don't give up the ship!
