Ok this is probably more of a vent. I seem to do that a lot on here.
A very close friend of the family has been diagnosed with bone cancer and has been told that she has about two years to live.
Accept death and that I'm not being abandoned. It's just one of those things.
My mother is having a mini meltdown because of this.
Accept that I can't fix my mother and am not emotionally mature enough to provide the kind of comfort that she is looking for from me.
Dropping the ball on room rental for GLBT meeting.
Accept that the guy is out of town until after the date of the meeting.
End of the summer term and I'm struggling with my paper and my freakin' professor is late for his posted office hour.
Accept that he is late and my ass is falling aleep waiting in the hall. I'm a ok writer and will get a good grade.
I'm so freakin' stressed. Joint teaching, school, work, Mommydom, ex relationship problems, Church responsibilities. All need all of my attention right now. I can't get my asthma under control, can't get my blood sugar stablized, my body staging a freakin' coup against me. I just want it to stop for five minutes. Just five minutes.
ARRG!
