Hi Aprilmcgrew, and WELCOME to BPDR!!
It sounds like you have a positive outlook on things-- that attitude will help you along your journey. I'm glad to know you've read over the tools. Please note that there are individual forums for each one where you can work them with our help if you like. The people here do understand as most of us have been through similar situaitons and all are working on recovery in one way or another.
We're glad you have found us. If you have any questions please don't hesitate to ask. Otherwise just feel free to post when and where you see fit.
